CradlingI lay my swan heartin a nest of feather fluff;sanguine, sweet and soft.I lay my swan heartin a frame not strong enoughto keep my love aloft.
I wanna..I wanna cut myself, but I don'tI wanna scream, but I don'tI wanna run, but I don'tI wanna lose it all, but I don'tI wanna walk away, but I stayI wanna start over, but I stayI wanna disappear, but I stayI wanna hide, but I stayI wanna cry, but I can'tI wanna fly, but I can'tI wanna fight, but I can'tI wanna take revenge, but I can'tI wanna be who I amI wanna live my life rightI wanna be lovedIsn't that alright?Here I standDon't know what to doI feel so lonelyWithout youI love youI miss youI wanna hug youI wanna kiss youKnow that I'm thinking of youKnow that I'm waiting for youI would give the world to be with youMy love
Across the RoomAcross the room, it's you I see.You look elsewhere and don't see me.For the first time I lay eyes on you.Your beauty is something new.I watch you for a little while.My lips can't help but form a smile.So perfect your long hair.Your skin is oh so fair.Your body is rounded just right.Your smile makes the room alight.You get excited and voice raises pitch.Sounds like a song with melody rich.Then embarrassed you start to blush.I wish I could console with my touch.Wondering if I should come near.Rejection I really do fear.I don't even know what I would say,And chances are that you're not gay.I watch until you walk away.Maybe we'll meet some other day.
It Wouldn't Hurt So BadI've never met somebodyWho does what you doI've never known anyoneQuite like youBut the problem is thisHere in my heartAnd now I have to endWhat I can't startAnd it wouldn't hurt so badIf it didn't feel so good...Seems like it should be easyBut it's just so hardI need to come to my sensesBefore it goes too farI want you but I can't have youSo sad, so trueSo why do I make a wishThat could never come true?And it wouldn't hurt so badIf it didn't feel so goodBecause I'd be with youIf there was any way I ever could...I can't help feeling how it could beI close my eyes and you're here next to meBut all I'm seeing is hope start to fadeAs time slips away...And it wouldn't hurt so badIf it didn't feel so goodBecause I'd be with youIf there was any way I ever couldI really wouldn't need your touchIf I didn't want it so muchI know that I can't though I couldAnd it really wouldn't hurt so badIf it didn't feel so good
LonerCan being alive alone make a loner happy?Would you believe me,if I told you I was dying?Would you stop trying?Please, look me in the eyesand tell me all those well-known liesabout trust, about loveand everything I'm yet sick of.And when you turn around full of shame,again I'm the one to blame,for my being, most of all,will be the reason for my fall.
BurialAllow me to start againFrom the very beginningAnd rewrite everythingI know not what would have been without youBut what does that serve me now?I don’t want to know anymoreI want it backYou're who you are now because I made youI built youBut I cannot break youThough I canBut I can’tI wont...I’m nearly thereBut not quite yetI’m closer than I was yesterdayThan I thought I could beThan I thought I ever wouldYou merit no thanksYou warrant no respectYou deserve no loveYou are only worthy of ruinYou ought to be deadSo I will kill you.
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