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That's the first time I've ever been perusing deviantART and noticed a DD and gone "Hey they've got my tag... wait.. what? what?! What? wut?"
I've been going ... "what?" for about ten minutes now. I even went to my /dds/ page to see if it was there or if DA was glitching and making my thumb appear in the footer by accident. WHAT? wut?!
I am completely thrown through a loop and surprised by my 6th DD... :shock: me?! What? I didn't even know 6 months had passed since my last one! What?!
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I don't know what to say, my minds blank. Last night I had such an awful night... this week has been just... really hard and tiring with my fight with mental health and uni.. and with my writing honestly. I got my first grade back in a creative writing module of my degree and its "only" a 2.1... which would be great for a first grade except I got one point less than the grade I got for my first media essay - and I don't attend my media lectures or seminars so its kind of insulting to do worse at the thing I put all my time and energy and I go to all the lectures and seminars for - and it really made me doubt myself.
You guys in DA have so much faith in me, it seems, but when I submit for publication or - as is now the case - academic stuff I seem to fall way way short of industry standards and I don't know what the disconnect is. and I don't know whose wrong. Thousands of my peers who love my work, or one expert who doesnt.... last night I had to go home (to my mums rather than my uni accomodation) because it wasnt safe to be alone... today uni offered me to move rooms (because I cant use my current kitchen due to anxiety, so this means by next week my life will be a lot easier). and then I logged onto this madness.
Maybe a more sensible (sensicle ) journal will come this afternoon, I'm sleep deprived and in shock! but I wanted to say thank you to camelopardalisinblue for suggesting me and DorianHarper for featuring me. I am always so shocked and emotional when people think of me or my work.... and I really needed this boost today of all days.
tthank you guys
- SHOCKED & CONFUSED
Poetry competition (Ends this week)
Hi guys! I am running another poetry competition (off DA) and thought I'd tell you about it. It has cash prizes (paid via Paypal or similar online bank transfer options) and has some free entry options if you are eligible! It closes in a few days, so if you have a poem that fits the theme (Embers, Ignite) then go ahead and enter, or get writing! More information at www.CandleLiterature.com As we worked on the name CandleLit (@CandleLitPoets on FB, Insta and Twitter) and our tag line ‘Poetry that lights a spark‘ there was a reoccurring image of embers, almost dying, igniting flames like words sparking ideas in the audience at a poetry night. So we decided that we would make that our first competition’s theme, to help you get to know us as much as we get to know you through your entries! You can interpret this theme any way you like, there are no restrictions on that. You might want to go for the idea of something almost dying out, but surviving. The idea of something giving birth
Removal of some of my poems
I wanted to let my beloved followers know that I have permanently removed the following poems from DeviantART: Spooning, Halo, Roses, The Day The World Went Away, Solemn Timbre, Peppermint, Wildfire, Bridge Closed, In Anticipation of your Unfortunate Demise, Sweet Corn, Daffodying, Copper, The Last Light, Nesting, Being Sewage, White Noise, Marinating in the Pervading Loneliness, and Gangrenous.
You can now find these poems and 18 poems never posted on DeviantART exclusively in my new poetry collection 'Remains'.
You can purchase 'Remains' by Kathryn O'Driscoll here: http://www.lulu.com/shop/kathryn-odriscoll/remains/paperback/product-23188
SHANE KOYCZAN is coming to BRISTOL, England
[link] To see the details and buy tickets. I believe he's visiting a couple other places but this is the furthest south he goes so if you wanna come, do! I am a regular at Raise the Bar gigs and they are always SO welcoming, so friendly, so safe. So I am so freakin excited that Shane Koyczan is coming to Bristol!
If you, somehow, dont know who I mean:
Bout 75 more tickets available at the early bird price (just a tenner!) so grab one now :D
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